In the deepest part of my heart lays ambiguity.

Sara Agata
1 min readMar 27, 2020
Henri Matisse (1869–1954)

I.

Please tell me.

I have the power to choose, and I have the power to decide, where do I stand- I decide. (the idea overwhelms me)

I often desire to change things, but when it comes to moral dilemmas -

Please tell me what needs to be changed.

I’m constantly drifting. There are different ideas of me to choose from and the future is still unknown-

Please help me find happiness in randomness.

Responsibility is a scary thing and my heart beats faster every time I hear: “You made a right choice”.

So, yes. I made a decision. But hey, listen! There is one more thing: when does the decision become final, or rather, where is the exact point we can finally say “it’s done”? Can someone…

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Sara Agata

Violinist with passion to write and travel. ig @ksara.agata